Guess it's goodbye now.
Maybe what they say is right, it's the memories that stay. It's the guilt that remains and it's regret what we face every morning.
You were strong in the time of crisis, wish I learnt that. To handle a bastard like me is not easy(ask my mom about it) and it is anything but easy when you aspire to achieve something great at the same time. You did that though, managed both.
I was a fool, a complete fool to have taken you for granted. WHY DID I?
Had a chance, a great one to make it even more beautiful but what did I do? Mea culpa, I never really tried to understand you.
Well I wanted the best for both of us and staying away for some time was the best thing. But then being rude wasn't.
You then did what I feared most. Left me alone in this dark pit of regret and remorse. Setback after setback, problems after problems and I needed you then. Where was my best friend then? It was time I realized that there was no best friend now. In fact there was no one, just a stranger avoiding the memories. The bad ones.
I was dying, it killed me whenever I thought of it. You gave me no chance, no chance at all to make it right again. What? You don't even trust me now? You don't even care?
To be friends was all I asked for. My messages were frustrating now, my calls now annoying. The very thought of me made you angry. It was like a princess avoiding the pauper.
Now that I realize the mistakes I have done, you don't understand me.
You say there is nothing to say but you know the truth. I loved you. Didn't you see?
"There is still time, we can still make this work." was all I could say when you listened. You stopped listening then.
I understand them now, your needs and your love. All I need is one chance to make it right again.
You are smart and sensible. You are everything a perfect girl needs to be. Why do you take me to be negative? I can help you girl, I can make everything so much so better that it just might be perfect.
Still, all I care for is your happiness. You seem happy without me. Couldn't have asked for anything better.
Though I can't, it's impossible to stay happy without you. Yes it's true.
Smoking really doesn't kill you, it helped me live this time around. And booze? Well a cigarette is cheaper.
I'm going now, I've done all that I could. You could drop a message sometime if you read this and understand, or else you can just continue being happy.
I will miss you babe and I hope you will miss me too.
This might look like bullshit to you but just care to read it twice.
I wish the best for you, stay strong. :)
P.S : It's a pity I won't come for your birthday party this time around. It was always fun! :D
Maybe what they say is right, it's the memories that stay. It's the guilt that remains and it's regret what we face every morning.
You were strong in the time of crisis, wish I learnt that. To handle a bastard like me is not easy(ask my mom about it) and it is anything but easy when you aspire to achieve something great at the same time. You did that though, managed both.
I was a fool, a complete fool to have taken you for granted. WHY DID I?
Had a chance, a great one to make it even more beautiful but what did I do? Mea culpa, I never really tried to understand you.
Well I wanted the best for both of us and staying away for some time was the best thing. But then being rude wasn't.
You then did what I feared most. Left me alone in this dark pit of regret and remorse. Setback after setback, problems after problems and I needed you then. Where was my best friend then? It was time I realized that there was no best friend now. In fact there was no one, just a stranger avoiding the memories. The bad ones.
I was dying, it killed me whenever I thought of it. You gave me no chance, no chance at all to make it right again. What? You don't even trust me now? You don't even care?
To be friends was all I asked for. My messages were frustrating now, my calls now annoying. The very thought of me made you angry. It was like a princess avoiding the pauper.
Now that I realize the mistakes I have done, you don't understand me.
You say there is nothing to say but you know the truth. I loved you. Didn't you see?
"There is still time, we can still make this work." was all I could say when you listened. You stopped listening then.
I understand them now, your needs and your love. All I need is one chance to make it right again.
You are smart and sensible. You are everything a perfect girl needs to be. Why do you take me to be negative? I can help you girl, I can make everything so much so better that it just might be perfect.
Still, all I care for is your happiness. You seem happy without me. Couldn't have asked for anything better.
Though I can't, it's impossible to stay happy without you. Yes it's true.
Smoking really doesn't kill you, it helped me live this time around. And booze? Well a cigarette is cheaper.
I'm going now, I've done all that I could. You could drop a message sometime if you read this and understand, or else you can just continue being happy.
I will miss you babe and I hope you will miss me too.
This might look like bullshit to you but just care to read it twice.
I wish the best for you, stay strong. :)
P.S : It's a pity I won't come for your birthday party this time around. It was always fun! :D
